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| Wednesday, April 20th, 2005 | | 10:53 pm |
| | Tuesday, February 8th, 2005 | | 5:34 pm |
so somebody remind me why the fuck i still have this thing, i dont talk to anyone on here anymore and half of the things in here were from a lesser time in my life, although some of them are still great memories Current Mood:  bored | | Wednesday, October 20th, 2004 | | 11:37 pm |
Currently Playing There's No Love for the Insincere By Donnybrook see related so monique said that i should update so update i shall do ... things are going pretty good right now the bled/atryeu show was fucking awesome except that the moshers kept fucking our pit up , i saw alot of people and i got to do some dancing and have fun school is going better but i fucked up again and the best im hoping for right now is to just pass and get it doen with , next semester i can t mess up again , i dont know what wrong with me i guess i just need to re-examine my priorities work is still going good, ive found a working enviroment i can enjoy all of my coworkers are fucking awesome and easy to work with umm i like somebody, i think, id still like to spend some more time with her to get to know for sure, although ive enjoyed all of our convos so far, i have no clue how she feels about me and i know the only way to find out is to ask although im afraid to, i just hope she feels the same way because i cant take getting shot down again . before i met this girl i had sworn noone could make me want a gf but its just something about her that inspires me and makes me feel good ...shes purely beautiful inside and out one of my friends that i respect more then they could ever know thinks that i am mad at them for some reason but they cant figure out why .. well if your reading this (you know who you are) i just want you to know that i am not mad i just have been busy and going through some emotional stuff and although i know youd be there for me i just have been avoiding you its my fault and im sorry , i love you with my whole heart and nothing could ever change this you are the most beautiful girl ive ever meet and we had a connection from the beginning i would hate to lose the friendship because i am acting stupid, please forgive me i love you and promise to give you the respect you deserve im still mountain biking every chance that i get and i like to think that im getting pretty good .. i had a bad wreck the other day and hurt myself a bit but i know that skill comes at a price and i will work through my injury towards my goal of being sponsored, which by the way i talked to copelands today and if i can get a good video together they are goign to start an amature team which would be just awesome heather,hugo,monique, hanna, nathan, bobbo, and of course all of DPC i dont know where i would be with out you , every single one of you above mean the world to me and cant even begin to express the amount of respect that i have for each of you .. i love you all , your the best friends i could ask for thanks for hanging in there for a long entry , i think thats about it for right now but i leave you with this do everything you do with pride and fight for what you believe in ... no matter what it may be , your all strong and your voice deserves to be heard ,so give it the chance to be good night have fun and be safe -jeff- | | Friday, September 17th, 2004 | | 11:40 pm |
Currently Playing Haymaker By Throwdown so i thought i might update because yeah i just thought i would so tonight was alright umm school then i started working today i think i might actually like working there it a really laid back enviroment so yeah then i went down to jerrys and hung with the same old group it was fun as it usually is now im doing this so other things in my life lets see ..school is going good im actually trying this year because i really need to ..work should be fun .. and i mean whats better then having fun and making money ..umm ive felt a little lonely lately and starting to not like being single anymore... this means that i will probably start looking for a beautiful and intelling girl that will good for me ... basically im just looking for someone to care about and that cares for me ... last but definately not least my friends are great every single one of you wether ive known you since i was alittle kid or i met you last night your awesome and i just thought you all should know this ..a nd since you are reading this your a friend anf the above statement is to you too well im off to bed now have fun and be safe -jeff- | | Monday, August 30th, 2004 | | 7:17 pm |
i miss life... i just feel as if i havent lived in a while... dont take me wrong i love the way that things are i just havent had any excitment as of late thats all Current Mood:  blankCurrent Music: throwdown - forever | | Monday, August 16th, 2004 | | 11:42 am |
| | 11:39 am |
so this is what happens when jeff gets bored... xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx hhhh xxxxxx xxxxxx cccccccccc hhhh xxxxxxxxxxx cccccccccc hhhh xxxxxxxxx ccc hhhh xxxxxxx ccc hhhh xxxxx ccc hhhhhhhhhh xxx ccc hhhhhhhhhh xxx ccc hhh hhh xxx ccc hhh hhh xxxxx ccc hhh hhh xxxxxxx ccc hhh hhh xxxxxxxxx ccc hhh hhh xxxxxxxxxxx cccccccccc hhh hhh xxxxxx xxxxxx cccccccccc xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx | | Saturday, July 31st, 2004 | | 5:15 pm |
yeah no one ever comments on these but anyways here it goes First First state you lived in: California First boy/girl you liked:nicole in jr high First boy/girl you loved: heather First IM of the day:katlynn First SN: sk804 First font you loved: ??? what kinda question is that First email: jdprice2004@yahoo.com First online journal:xanga First band you loved: the casualties First poster you bought:never bought one First band member you obsessed about: no one First song you loved of your current favorite band: aint love grand by atreyu Last Last hug: katlynn Last Kiss: shit i dont know Last word said:are you hiring? Last book read (all the way): politics by aristotle Last IM: zach Last CD bought: trustkill records sampler Last song heard: promise by matchbook romance Last thought: i wanna fuckign go out ... i hate being grounded Last word heard: no, you cant go out Now. Current friend you're talking to: noone Current obsession: i want to a)go out b) find someone Current love of your life: probably still heather Current thought: fuck i wanna go out Currently Playing: trustkill records sampler Current Mood: lonely Current Music: throwdown | | Friday, July 23rd, 2004 | | 4:52 pm |
yeah so im sorry to have to say this but tomorrow night is going to have to be a bring your own alcohol party because i dont have enough money to buy alcohol for everyone but yes it is still going on and yes i would still love for all of you to came and hang out -jeff- | | Wednesday, July 21st, 2004 | | 12:42 am |
Yeah so if anyone even reads this anymore all i have to say is that this saturday is going to be my 18th birthday and me and eric will be throwing a party at his house saturday night to celebrate and yeah everyone is fucking invited so yeah .... have fun and be safe -jeff- | | Saturday, July 17th, 2004 | | 2:40 pm |
i miss the old days.. when everything was good and everyone was friends Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: sense field | | Tuesday, July 13th, 2004 | | 12:39 am |
ok so the first three i stole from andy and the rest i just found on the same website | | Monday, July 5th, 2004 | | 2:05 am |
a great 4th of july it was
ok so this was by far the best 4th of july i have ever had it started with me hanging out at moes with frank and nathan and then hugo and hanna dropped by we all ate and lit off a bunch of fireworks and then we went over to monicas house there we lit off more fireworks and then we went swimming!!!! so that was all fun got to see alot of people courtney, jeannie, monica, carlos, justin... and others afterwards me hugo hanna steven and andy went to hannas house and hugn out with russ, shawn, jessica, thomas, brittany, kris, sarah, tommy, anne, izzy, maddy, and some drunk annoying kid so we hung out did what not and then shawn decided to piss in a beer bottle and long story short we tricked the drunk kid into chugging this whole bottle of piss by telling him it was beer, it was sooo great and he deserved it for being soo damn annoying but anyways im off now... i hope you all had a great of a 4th of july as i did have fun and be safe -jeff- Current Mood:  pleasedCurrent Music: what ever kaaza is playing | | Sunday, June 27th, 2004 | | 11:08 am |
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Current Mood: blah
Current Music: bleeding through | | Friday, June 11th, 2004 | | 3:24 pm |
yeah ...
ok so my summer so far lots of work but it ok two birthday parties already hangin out with good friends alot meeting new friends and getting closer to old friends been chased by cops three times already almost got the business ready to be opened i really miss alot of my friends that i havent seen in awhile and... i think i like somebody, and plan on telling them soon well thats all i can think of have fun and be safe -jeff- | | Tuesday, June 8th, 2004 | | 12:17 am |
my question to the world... why fear death??? | | Monday, May 31st, 2004 | | 11:47 pm |
just to let you know
ok so i am really tired of bakersfield and the same old routine it is really getting to me so i decided to do something about it here we go fuck bakersfield and most of the people here even though there is still some of you that i care about that the last statment doesnt apply to you but yes i will be out of town for a while this summer and will most likely shut off my cell phone and give my contact number to a certain few i have talked to my friend chirs in san clemente and i am going to be living with him for about 2 weeks to a month starting july 7th it is going to be really nice i will doing nothing but hang out with my friends there and surf and just enjoy myself and the tottally drama free always fun enviroment that orange county has always given me well thats all i had to say have fun and be safe -jeff- ps if you would like to visit me for a couple days and are serious then talk to me and ill see if i can work it out Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: ocean ave by yellowcard | | Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 | | 10:48 pm |
| | Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 | | 10:50 pm |
certain things disappoint me ...
so this post is not intended to insult anyone but on the other hand i really dont care if it does ... with that i shall move on there are only a few things in this world that i despise, and the one that gets to me the worst is drug use, it is stupid, is unsafe, and IT DOES NOT MAKE YOU COOL i cannot tolerate it for very long usually i can just shake my head and walk away but this time i cant, for i have noticed a horrible rise in the amount of drug use of friends that i really care about wether or not you think that you have a problem with the drugs that you use, and yes cough medications when used as anything other then such is a drug, i can tell you do have a problem there as been very few if any times in the last month that a certain of you i have seen you not on drugs and this bothers me for i worry about you all i know that i cannot make you stop using these drugs, but you can make yourself stop using them and that is the purpose of this entry to shed the light on what us on the outside of the people who are on drugs see and what i have seen, is much ignorance and much more lose of control of your drugs use, when you are on these drugs you are not fun to be around in the slightest in fact you are the people that are least desirable to be around i hope that this essay has achieved its goal and will open your eyes to what you are really doing and aid you in quiting p.s. i would like to point out that my close, and smart friend greg has remained sober for the last two weekends, this makes me happy and i am severely proud of him at this moment in time Current Mood: disappointed | | Friday, May 21st, 2004 | | 6:22 pm |
Scene Points List:
1. studded belt - 2 points: 2
2. dyed black hair/short - 2 points: 2
3. thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 0
4. tight shirts/pants/track jackets - 2 points : 0
5. gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 6
6. clothing bought from a thrift store: 2
7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 0
8. trucker hats - 2 points: 2
9. messenger bag - 3 points: 3
10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account - 2 points each: 6
11. saucony/new balance/ converse shoes - 2points per pair: 12
12. mountian climbing key thingy - 2 points: 2
13. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 0
14. scarf - 2 points each: 4
15. refering to bands as acronym - 2 points: 0
16. vegan diet - 5 points: 0
17. vegitarian diet - for shame, no points: 0
18. food not bombs participation - 5 points: 0
19. straight edge - 5 points: 5
20. aspiring photographer - 3 points: 3
21. using adjectives from the late 80's/early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) - 2 points: 0
22. pins/buttons 1 point each: 1
23. plugs/body piercings - 2 points each: 0
24. vinyl collection - 10 points: 10
25. moldy peaches fan - 10 points: 0
26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: 0
27. liking metalcore - 5 points: 5
28. reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 3
29. riding a bike - 5 points: 5
30. participating in "the mosh" - 5 points: 5
31. tea aficianado - 5 points: 0
32. writing poetry - 5 points: 5
33. attended 20 shows or more in a year - 10 points: 10
34. attending hell fest - 5 points: 0
35. being in a band - 5 points: 5
36. working at an indy record store/health food store - 5 points: 0
37. clapping during midpaced part of a song - 5 points: 0
My Total: 98
Scoring Scale:
0-24 - poser! get out or be forced out.
25-44 - beginner. attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine.
45-74 - scenester. you've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.
75 - or more - GOD! i bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hardcore |
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